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to some one i call mom

I know its Christmas

And it’s cold out there

Burn me my kids

Let the flames give you warmth…


Unfinished business

Darkness prevails
Over life
Over mind
Pathetic souls drenched in fear
Running around in dreamy eyes
For he has risen
Taught by devil in person
Inside the dark doors of Scholomance
Where the devil claims the tenth as his due
The bravest of the sons
Of the land beyond the forest
His three brides follow suit
Screams and smell of garlic fill the air……..

The few blocks

The few blocks of life
I have seen and lived through
I have seen agony
Unfulfilled imagery
Stalking your own shadow
Feeding the fear that rips you off
Is it so bad althrough….
its just been few blocks of life
And there i go…

An old one which Noopie might remember …Just adding to keep ’em all in one place.

Untitled – An attempt to write ..

Tell me the one reason that made you decide on breaking up “.Nisha didn’t even blink as she pressed this question over Siddharth. The restaurant was filling up and I didn’t have enough courage to say a word. I was the one who owes an explanation; to her , to their friends , to their parents back home. It was like a million eyes staring at your face or should I the movement of your lips.

The long-followed traditions of a break-up followed. She was searching in her bag for something. Seems to be a book ; the same September edition of the book “ Da Vinci Code “ which I had given her . Followed by a necklace, which in any other girl’s eyes would be one of the worst. A pressed rose which I had presented her on her birthday ; from her hostel garden. All these moments flashed as a movie as I looked through them.

I don’t know how to tell this . I think its best for you to be with some one else since my family didn’t really like the idea of us being together. Don’t ask me more. I don’t want to be a retard who threw you off from his life for no reason. I have my reasons .Some I can’t explain.” I murmured. The girl in the corner seat seemed pretty interested in what was going on in our table since it was a perfect setup for a break-up; or a small fight. The intensity which she threw the things around the table made many a one around curious. “ Its my life too. So I think I do have the right to know why ?”Nisha was controlling her tears till now. “You know something ?.My friends won’t even let me stay alone thinking I would do something bad . I know I won’t.” Strangely those words fell on me like a gentle breeze which comforted me in a bizarre way. I still cared for her.

“ Look into my eyes when I talk , Sid. I fucking loved you for five years. Don’t you think that I deserve to know at least this?” I sensed that many a people around were actually looking at our table while they talked.

It was only then that I realised that she was wearing the jeans with that red top , which I had asked her to wear so many times . But she didn’t until now. “Did she wear it purposely? “ . She smelled so beautiful; of a bathing soap which I know she uses. Her eyes seemed to have lost that shine. She was in a perfect state of distress.

If you still don’t have anything to say ; we better leave “. The whole idea of meeting in person was her’s. I was sure that I wouldn’t, in my normal sense, be able to face her. She lifted her hand bag and straightened her hair and gave me a last look. Those eyes , for which I fell in love , said so many things and a final node of head asking ‘ WHY ‘ . She left the restaurant and I sat there motionless. My heart was inching for a final glance. I left the restaurant and searched the place to see her walking away into the crowd.

Dad , you don’t have to talk to her parents . We broke-up. Don’t ask me anything more”. With that I pressed the red button on the right side of my mobile ; END CALL.

i don’t care

No .Don’t tell me they are gonna change it again . I am talking about the Solar system. Being some one who never read a paper for an year or so and checked them only if Kimi made the pole position or if Sharapova made to a new ad , Pluto dropping out of the planetary system was a new news till 4 weeks back .And at the worst time , when the quiz master at a local KBC asked me many a times ” Are you sure Manu ?” .You still have a lifeline.I still remember one of my friends , in the 1st grade, who had to stand out of the class under the blazing sun because he couldn’t name all the 9 ** do you see . NINE .Nove **planets.Damn !

Fuck them , some scientists are back on the move to change Pluto’s ” plutoid ” status to ” Planet ” . You guys owe me a Diary milk chocolate and a 1250Rs coupon of Crossword .Bastards !.

I DON’T CARE !.Do what you want .Phew , i am still thinking of the kid who was writing a Science paper after he read the day’s newspaper .

Q 3 : How many planets are there in the Solar System ?

Ans : 9 for a mark ; or 8 coz you read the paper .

I still remember a situation when i head that some one proved Electrons don’t exist.What will happen to all the drift and electron movement which made that polarity change and fuckign what not.